I close my eyes and imagine you.
More than your face I see your heart. It is beaming. I see your kindness. Your love. Your generosity. Your compassion. A smile which demands joy.
I have waited, sometimes patiently, sometimes less than so, but still I await your arrival.
I know you are out there, in a similar waiting, and I trust that we are both preparing, nearing the soon arrival.
I dream of a union. A bond with another soul that is effortless and complete. That does not mean it is without challenge, but it is rooted in the purest of love, making the unfolding so natural.
I have spent a lot of time alone, always waiting to find that perfect one. I have been reluctant to participate in relationships that felt inadequate. I have trusted that you exist.
Now, I see you in my mind. I see your heart.
Slowly, I have realized the things I do and do not want in a lover. I have been learning, growing, and understanding as this moment approaches.
I am close.
I can feel the excitement growing.
To look in your eyes, and fall into a universe of your making. To feel the overwhelming love and purity.
I long for someone to inspire me to greatness. Someone to lead by example. I am looking for a leader of high moral virtue. Of high discipline, intelligence and compassion.
I can feel you in my arms.
I wish to hug and hold.
Patiently I wait now. I paint this image of you in my mind. This beautiful, unforgettable, miracle of a person.
I would love to serve you in the same way. To inspire your greatness. To convince you of a love which transcends time. Of a union which takes our individuality to create a third amazing whole.
I see this, I feel it in my heart. The anticipation grows.
I am not in a rush, but I feel how close to ready I am. And I trust in the perfect timing.
I am excited by the idea of a perfect partner. Perfect in the ways that are meant to be.
Companionship is a blessing. But in the right time with the right person. I have known relationships that have been uncomfortable. And I accept them as lessons uncovering the relationship that I do want.
I promise to offer you my whole heart. Committed to growth and learning and unconditional love. I promise to honour your precious heart and revere the love you choose to give to me. I promise to make you laugh and smile more times that you can count.
I promise to love you for as long as I live.
I can wait. But I hope the hour is near.
I feel your joy, your friendliness, and it resonates with me. It amplifies the joy that I carry. Together we grow stronger than ever as individuals.
I see you now, separate from me, here, not yet knowing my face, and I send you the infinite love that I promise to offer. Here alone I sit, not yet knowing your face, but I know the love that is coming.
Even apart, I can feel the love. And it makes it worth the wait.
I value your strength. Your courage and resolve. I know that you have worked very hard to get to where you are, because I know you are a reflection of me and we share a similar path. I know the quality of your heart has demanded trial by the most unforgiving of fires. But together we can celebrate with a joy neither of us have ever known.
Tonight the promise of this love warms my heart. Tonight I feel you with me. Tonight I dive into this world of thought and it is my relief. My joy. My happiness.
I imagine your touch. I see you smiling now. I see how you move with grace. I see the kindness you offer to the world, and it encourages me to do the same.
I am inspired by the very thought of your beauty.
There is a delight in the coming together of two halves to make a whole. The notion that a joy I’ve never known awaits me, a joy that surpasses the joys that I have known, brings magic and mystery into my life. The curiosity which makes these visions real.
Tonight I blow kisses on the wind, and have never been more certain that you feel them. That they blow in through your window, and inspire you to pour forth with similar devotion.
I pray that you have solace in knowing that I exist, and in time, we will find each other.
With fervent faith.
I close my eyes and imagine you.